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SHE is! (dedicated to all 'womankind')
She is the epitome of a hero, the symbol of endurance and life will
she strolls down the road carrying heavy loads,
yet in her spirit she is free of burdens or flaws
she raises up her gentle voice and whispers wisdom in the dark
she need not scream attention to attract,
her full charisma draws crowds around
she may be scolded, beaten, raped, abused
yet angels guard her every move
she falls she rises, she loves she smiles
she cries and sings, she lives a 'rich' life
despite the lack of a bank account
she knows her worth, her price is priceless
no diamonds or gold can buy her faith or chances
she wakes up with the dawn and puts the dark to sleep
she wears simple clothes, yet her dignity makes her shine indeed
she obeys yet doesn't bow before no one but her God alone
she prays to Him and heavens open,
she is a creation to be praised, the nations will applaud her
she may be hungry or in need but her love for others so deep
that she will give her only piece of bread,
to someone more needy, or her kids, or anyone who seeks food or drink
she is empty of selfish desires and full of the power others to inspire
she aspires people to reach the stars, even when they are robbed of dreams or dignified lives
she seeks no fame, no worldly recognition, yet possesses more than any worldly creature
her name is Woman, God's divine creation, made to bear and raise the children of every nation
her name is Woman, she fights for those who cannot fight, and speaks boldly for the ostracized
she shows mercy over strangers, pity over the needy, hospitality towards the discriminated
forgiveness towards the accused, kindness towards the abused, love towards the abandoned
her name is Woman, she is the image of Humility in full display,
she carries herself with the lightness and grace of a leaf blown by the wind
her name is Mother
her name is Patience, Kindness, Truth,
her name is Passion, Love, All-Good
her name is Wisdom, Honor, Determination
her name is Courage, Strength, and Inspiration
she fears not, for she will win,
despite all wrongs and hardships she might feel
eventually, the crowns of life, she Will obtain.
When abused or falsely accused
stepped on, sold, cursed
she might be the victim but she never gives up
she picks herself up and looks ahead and above...
she can forgive others, as well as herself,
she wears a veil of dignity and a robe of self-respect
He called her Holy, to be Praised, of the earth Unique, she is all these
she is the Pride, the Pillar, and the Prize
she is the morning star, the rising tide
she is the embodiment of glory and of depth since ancient times
she fears not to toil for her family's wellbeing
she is beauty, she is grace,
she is the phantom with a changing face
she is silent, yet she speaks,
she is asleep, yet always alert
she guards, protects, gives life and breath
she is a cornerstone of Faith
she is a
she is an evergreen flower, spreading fragrance to all ends
she is ripe in every season, bearing fruits sweet
she is a woman of reason
she endures storms and bears all fortunes,
she doesn't believe in good/bad luck, only in right and wrong choices
she's been tried and tested, proved and approved
she is called - a Servant of the Lord God
she hopes and believes
she perseveres and persists
prays and receives
she hungers for righteousness
pursues holiness
and establishes Peace
she mesmerizes the eyes of men,
yet humbly passes by, she knows only her Man
she is pure like the water from a mountain stream,
she is blessed, her name all nations will pronounce from the highest hill
she stands in awe of her God's love
a 'box' He filled with blessings from above
He opens and the blessings pour,
and flood the earth, and quench the poor
she reaches her hand to the needy
and wipes away the tears of the weary
she touches the untouchables
and embraces the sick and forgotten
she surrounds her beloved with constant love and care
she reveals multiple dimensions of the meaning of a Woman, she dares
she holds the suffering and tears of the world in her big wide heart
she doesn't judge those different from herself
nor does she speak evil of anyone else
she transcends all categories, castes, classes, and definitions
she is to be defined only as super-in-nature
she is truly to be revered!
she is Special, incomprehensible
complex, yet simple
great, yet so small
she's been the victim, yet she is a victor!
she's lost it all, yet gained much more
she's died, yet remained engraved in the hearts of all!
her name is WOMAN!!!
She is You, a Woman made to last,
she is you, a woman, made to rise
a woman made to bring change,
to restore life
to reflect God's love
it is You- the woman of God.
it is your calling, to be(come) She - the woman of God!!!
Dedicated to: every Woman in the world - the mother, the working woman, the widow, the single mother, the poor, the neglected ,the abused, the falsely accused , the fighter, the victim, the believer, the Christian, the Buddhist, the Muslim........, to every woman and every girl of every place of every age of every kind!
p.s. specially dedicated to my Mum, to my sisters - Sheila, Alida, Sonia, Sarah, Liliane, Senhit, as well as to their precious mothers and sisters and to all my beloved Woman-heroes, who have touched my life in amazing ways and I am forever indebted and grateful for their love and inspiration! THANK YOU ALL!!! YOU DESERVE TO WEAR THE CROWNS OF LIFE!
Inspired by Proverbs 31, Maya Angelou's poem "Still I rise" and by the stories of all the ladies on the pictures and others like them!
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
She is! pictures to complement the poem
p.s. I am truly sorry I didn't put the sources of the photos!!! I am still 'green' in posting...really didn't think it through! hope to improve posting and respecting of copyrights! :) (which I totally respect!)
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
The Chronic Condition of Bulgarian Political Life - Diagnosis and Treatment
Elections bring change...or so they say. True, Bulgaria has seen much of this so called change come and go like a gentle, subtle breeze or a powerful, destroying hurricane, change - we know!
But has life really changed? and by that i mean improved. But of course, with no doubt, especially (and exclusively) for those who have had the chance to usurp the power for various period of time during the last two decades.
If Bulgaria continues following this trend, in the near future it might as well reach its desired goal- improving the lives of all its people. Impossible? Think again! With a shrinking population of less than 8 million people and a new power mandate ordained every four years (or less), the arithmetic calculation is as simple as one plus one - almost anyone can go through the power circle ... at least once..at least for awhile..if they find how to crack the system. This, on the other hand is presumably quite remarkably feasible, since the cracks in the system already look like abysses and not peepholes!
Take this recent example of an ordinary citizen, who was elected as the leader of the people. He is 'the good Samaritan' Boyko Borisov, known among the common citizens simply as 'bat' (slang for 'brother'), whom i remember as a somewhat well-built bodyguard of our former king ( 'crowned' prime-minister in 2001). He became mayor of our capital Sofia in 2005, and will most probably become the next prime-minister of my country, in other words, the 'Bat-man' of Bulgaria, the super hero that will deliver the country from all evil. Another shining example of a not-so-ordinary (but by no means extraordinary) citizen is the enthusiastic young communist leader Sergey Stanishev, famous for his rocker image - riding a motorbike (wishing it's a Harley), wearing a leather jacket, and having ideals and ideas that will bring the country only prosperity and happiness. This rather suspicious figure is now holding the position of prime-minister of Bulgaria and has successfully 'charmed' away with his sleek smile everyone's hopes for change (maybe not everyone's, but everyone who is able to think and reason).
Looking back, the statistics clearly shows that Bulgaria has had a rather diverse and enchanting array of leaders, starting from a former king in the shoes of a prime minister; followed by a former communist party young rocker, disguised as a 'statesman'; and finally, even a former bodyguard in the role of the super hero...Is there anything more queer and bizarre able to pop up yet, or should we just apply for the Guinness record book for the most absurd leaders in history now!?
Bulgaria has turned into a market place, where new products are displayed and advertised every four years, begging the 'consumers' to pick them and to 'buy their stories' . They play a masquerade ball, wearing all kinds of super hero masks, savior redeemer masks, innocent angel masks, good Samaritan masks...and we get to pick, who wins the competition for best dressed at the masquerade! Bulgarians are praying that once the mask is off...the face behind it will not resemble a demon or a monster...but only a beast or a frog that can, hopefully, turn into a Prince at any moment. Bulgaria is a hopeful nation, always, always, looking for and believing in change for the better! Is this what they call the freedom to choose? or is it really freedom, if you can choose only 'the less evil' among all the evils?
America wants CHANGE! and it got it, its name is - Barack Obama. What will Bulgarians want next spring? what will they get? What mask will answer their questions, raise their hopes, draw their attention, and eventually win their vote? The experiences dogs are now mobilized. They are thinking of new strategies to attract voters, making social surveys, leaving aside some of their 'savings' to complete projects put on hold because of corruption scandals and 'get some tough measures' to stabilize the country and bring prosperity for all! One such technique has been practised quite often, namely - one-time minimal increase of the pensions, as a Christmas bonus, so that the elderly can afford to buy a piece of meat after their year-long...forced fast; or a vacation on the sunny beaches of Bulgaria for some 5000 elderly people, to warm their bones and prepare for the cold winter without heating! You see, Bulgarian politicians are really full of great ideas for massive change and full-throttle redemption, after all, who needs a Savior, when we have Sergey...or Ivan or George, or Simeon, or Boyko...?
Bulgarians like to vote for change, especially change of the mask and the slogan. For instance, they were happy to cast their firm 'Yes' vote for 'The New Time', led by former King Simeon II, whose government, eventually, didn't stand for anything else but a countdown of 4 years of lies, mismanagement of resources and widespread corruption (with some exceptions). Then appeared 'National Union Attack', with its chauvinistic, extreme nationalistic, racist slogans and 'patriotic' appeals, which, to the surprise of many educated Bulgarians, gained popularity among the masses and paved its way to parliament, led by a figure quite dim and schizophrenic. As for the currently leading coalition, it is safe to say that its main member, 'The Bulgarian Socialist Party', is a devoted and faithful successor of the Bulgarian Communist Party which ruled the country under a tight totalitarian regime for roughly 45 years (1945-1989)! The only change that they put forward was in their appearance. They did some face-lifting by 'upgrading' their party with ambitious, young 'leaders' ready to plunge into the political pool and grab all they can, and also changed their name, to symbolically assert their uniqueness and distinctiveness from their mentor and 'ancestor'.
http://www.dnes.bg/article.php?id=61020 (video prepared for the 100th anniversary of the party! total madness)
The time for change is ripe again, but are there any clean clothes to put on? Or everything is dirty and old. The Bulgarian political scene resembles a recycling plant. 'What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun' (Eccl.1:9) But who needs new, when recycling protects the environment, protects our common interests, and leads us to sustainable development...or so we think. Do we need new wine?or our old wine is more mature in taste and high in quality? or do we have to change the wine skins altogether first(Luke5:37)? because, instead of producing good old wine, we have produced sour vinegar! When democracy was stripped off the myths and legends surrounding it and its halo was removed, the truth that was unveiled hurt - recycled, unrefined, deformed and vague image of the one existing in western Europe, looking more like a 'possessed' democracy, or 'demoncracy'.
This is our wine skin - electoral democracy - and it can be perceived as a young maiden, only 20 years old, still not having been exposed to labor pain and life hardships, therefore fragile and insecure, immature and somewhat vain, but full of potential and courage, vision and strength. Or, it can be perceived as an old rusty witch, with a power only to destroy. So, where does the truth lie? Is democracy yet to gain ground and establish itself as the pillar and engine for the sustainable development of the Bulgarian society, or is it to be questioned, reexamined and revised? if democracy is not the least to blame for this 20 year old (almost) chronic condition of failure and mismanagement. Then who is to blame?
First of all, despite the objections I might face, I firmly believe that part of the problem lies in the way democracy was brought to Bulgaria in 1989. The main fuel that stirred our engine towards democratic transition was America and it raised democracy to a level of sacredness and sanctity, without mentioning the side effects that might accompany the rapid change from one kind of fuel to another, from one type of system to another. Democracy was believed to be universal, therefore automatically comprehended and applied by the people of every nation. Bulgarians embraced it fully and with great zeal and enthusiasm they started constructing their new democratic society (from scratch). The problem was that the tools they had and the skills they possessed were insufficient...because they lacked a blueprint, a vision that went beyond the assembly of a new government and the realization of free elections!
'Where there is no vision, the people perish' (Prov.29:18)! Can it be clearer? The Washington consensus applied to the Bulgarian context did not adjust itself to the context but merely set its bases, machines and plans and started operating. Reflecting on this process, it seems to me that it was like choosing to build a house, with no regard to the terrain or the materials that fit best this terrain. Blind conviction that the terrain is excellent because on similar terrain houses have already been successfully built elsewhere, or relying solely on data from the other terrain about the perils hidden on this one and therefore constructing it by modelling this house as a mirror reflection of the other ones - all these were mistakes made by the Bulgarians and their main architects and technical advisers - the Americans. Later on, these mistakes reflected back on the people and burned their hopes and dreams numerous times throughout the long transition (which has become a stable determinant of the Bulgarian state, and does not possess any trace of transition).
The purpose is not to blame, but rather to search for the flaws, so that they might be fixed (repaired) promptly and will not constitute a threat to the safety of the people in the future. Until now, threats have only increased in number, their severity has escalated and every slight wind that blows causes a massive shocks for the inhabitants of this house. Is it the terrain to blame? the materials? the construction workers? or the technical advisers? the architects? What should and can be changed after all?
In the beginning, the house was built only with decorations but no wind or rain protection layers. It was constructed to attract the eyes of its inhabitants and on-lookers, tempting them to believe that it's all there is to it. Elections were praised by all as the culmination of their freedom and development, as their ultimate achievement and goal. Their house was perfect.
Then, the first winds blew through the windows, the first storms raged and shook the floors and the walls, the first rains fell and the roof started leaking...and the house was put to the test. Freedom turned into chaos because it wasn't accurately defined and directed; the appearance of multi-party system only diffused the responsibility of any failure and left the general public tied with 'choice' and election 'freedom'; party politics became a toss-the-power mutually accepted game with its crooked rules... All these have led the country to a condition merely resembling a house, and more and more looking like a shack unsuited for a secure and stable life!
Some will argue that Bulgaria has gone through dramatic and significant changes in the course of the last 20 years, pointing to its membership in NATO and recently in the EU. These are facts and I do not denounce them. Has democracy played a role in these improvements? Of course! It has led to freedom of expression and freedom of ideas and opinions. Democratic values are accepted and respected (at least on paper) by everyone nowadays. Freedom of religion and press, the right to enjoy fair trials, to be treated with dignity and respect, and to be protected by the government, to be granted basic human rights and civil liberties etc. are all values and ideals praised and instilled on every level of our society today.
Nevertheless, these changes have been only surgical, changes of the terrain, and not of the structure of the house! They have proved to be rather favorable for the stability, security and progress of the house as a whole, but even they, so far, have failed to repair the house's deepest cracks and flaws. Now, Bulgaria has been awarded the title 'black sheep' of the EU and has been scolded on multiple occasions, punished with the stick not once or twice, and all these...to no effect!
http://www.novinite.com/view_news.php?id=99257
The chronic condition of this house is apparent. There is mould everywhere, the doors are creaking, the windows banging, the roof leaking, the smell of carcass spreading, the rust embellishing every corner...and change has become a distant mirage and delusion. Chronic disease is hard to treat and appease, yet what are the prospects?
Bulgaria urgently needs to renovate its foundations. It needs to start treating the causes of this illness, find the cracks and the holes and repair them and not only treat the symptoms by covering the cracks with a new decoration (elections). For the past 20 years, the winds have been favorable for Bulgaria and that is why today it enjoys full membership in the European Union and has prospects for development. Nevertheless, the EU has been forced to admit the unfortunate reality that surrounds its new member state. There is nothing charming and encouraging about its politics and it might as well be a real recipe for disaster. Penalties and punishments have been in vain, since there is no decency or sense of shame on the Bulgarian political scenery. All there is farce and act in a mediocre play, directed by self-made, pretentious directors with big ambitions and small visions!
Democracy is indeed to be praised. Yet, it is the democracy which establishes the rule of law in its foundation and builds on it the rest of its structure, that should be praised! Only so, will political pluralism and the separation of powers prove effective and efficient weapons to fight corruption, overcome stagnation and lead to prosperity and progress. Unless this is done, unless the rule of law becomes the pillar of our house, we will never be safe. Democracy will not mature on its own and will not bear good fruits automatically. It resembles young wine, which needs to be attained and preserved well, in a special place, under certain temperature and conditions, so that it may mature and become excellent both in taste and fragrance!
As for whom shall be the 'doctor' and 'Change-maker', the future will tell. My guess is, this person might as well be from a whole new generation. In another 20 years, who knows, Bulgarians can choose their own first 'colored' president. There are good prospects. My future husband (from Uganda) and I (from Bulgaria), might be the chosen ones for the task. Who is to say, only God knows! Until then, change will remain a flickering light within every person seeking hope and a better life, yet it will not burn out, but rather, remain burning like an eternal fire, preparing the way for the real CHANGE! When and how nobody knows, we can only hope...it is not little, too late!
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But has life really changed? and by that i mean improved. But of course, with no doubt, especially (and exclusively) for those who have had the chance to usurp the power for various period of time during the last two decades.
If Bulgaria continues following this trend, in the near future it might as well reach its desired goal- improving the lives of all its people. Impossible? Think again! With a shrinking population of less than 8 million people and a new power mandate ordained every four years (or less), the arithmetic calculation is as simple as one plus one - almost anyone can go through the power circle ... at least once..at least for awhile..if they find how to crack the system. This, on the other hand is presumably quite remarkably feasible, since the cracks in the system already look like abysses and not peepholes!
Take this recent example of an ordinary citizen, who was elected as the leader of the people. He is 'the good Samaritan' Boyko Borisov, known among the common citizens simply as 'bat' (slang for 'brother'), whom i remember as a somewhat well-built bodyguard of our former king ( 'crowned' prime-minister in 2001). He became mayor of our capital Sofia in 2005, and will most probably become the next prime-minister of my country, in other words, the 'Bat-man' of Bulgaria, the super hero that will deliver the country from all evil. Another shining example of a not-so-ordinary (but by no means extraordinary) citizen is the enthusiastic young communist leader Sergey Stanishev, famous for his rocker image - riding a motorbike (wishing it's a Harley), wearing a leather jacket, and having ideals and ideas that will bring the country only prosperity and happiness. This rather suspicious figure is now holding the position of prime-minister of Bulgaria and has successfully 'charmed' away with his sleek smile everyone's hopes for change (maybe not everyone's, but everyone who is able to think and reason).
Looking back, the statistics clearly shows that Bulgaria has had a rather diverse and enchanting array of leaders, starting from a former king in the shoes of a prime minister; followed by a former communist party young rocker, disguised as a 'statesman'; and finally, even a former bodyguard in the role of the super hero...Is there anything more queer and bizarre able to pop up yet, or should we just apply for the Guinness record book for the most absurd leaders in history now!?
Bulgaria has turned into a market place, where new products are displayed and advertised every four years, begging the 'consumers' to pick them and to 'buy their stories' . They play a masquerade ball, wearing all kinds of super hero masks, savior redeemer masks, innocent angel masks, good Samaritan masks...and we get to pick, who wins the competition for best dressed at the masquerade! Bulgarians are praying that once the mask is off...the face behind it will not resemble a demon or a monster...but only a beast or a frog that can, hopefully, turn into a Prince at any moment. Bulgaria is a hopeful nation, always, always, looking for and believing in change for the better! Is this what they call the freedom to choose? or is it really freedom, if you can choose only 'the less evil' among all the evils?
America wants CHANGE! and it got it, its name is - Barack Obama. What will Bulgarians want next spring? what will they get? What mask will answer their questions, raise their hopes, draw their attention, and eventually win their vote? The experiences dogs are now mobilized. They are thinking of new strategies to attract voters, making social surveys, leaving aside some of their 'savings' to complete projects put on hold because of corruption scandals and 'get some tough measures' to stabilize the country and bring prosperity for all! One such technique has been practised quite often, namely - one-time minimal increase of the pensions, as a Christmas bonus, so that the elderly can afford to buy a piece of meat after their year-long...forced fast; or a vacation on the sunny beaches of Bulgaria for some 5000 elderly people, to warm their bones and prepare for the cold winter without heating! You see, Bulgarian politicians are really full of great ideas for massive change and full-throttle redemption, after all, who needs a Savior, when we have Sergey...or Ivan or George, or Simeon, or Boyko...?
Bulgarians like to vote for change, especially change of the mask and the slogan. For instance, they were happy to cast their firm 'Yes' vote for 'The New Time', led by former King Simeon II, whose government, eventually, didn't stand for anything else but a countdown of 4 years of lies, mismanagement of resources and widespread corruption (with some exceptions). Then appeared 'National Union Attack', with its chauvinistic, extreme nationalistic, racist slogans and 'patriotic' appeals, which, to the surprise of many educated Bulgarians, gained popularity among the masses and paved its way to parliament, led by a figure quite dim and schizophrenic. As for the currently leading coalition, it is safe to say that its main member, 'The Bulgarian Socialist Party', is a devoted and faithful successor of the Bulgarian Communist Party which ruled the country under a tight totalitarian regime for roughly 45 years (1945-1989)! The only change that they put forward was in their appearance. They did some face-lifting by 'upgrading' their party with ambitious, young 'leaders' ready to plunge into the political pool and grab all they can, and also changed their name, to symbolically assert their uniqueness and distinctiveness from their mentor and 'ancestor'.
http://www.dnes.bg/article.php?id=61020 (video prepared for the 100th anniversary of the party! total madness)
The time for change is ripe again, but are there any clean clothes to put on? Or everything is dirty and old. The Bulgarian political scene resembles a recycling plant. 'What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun' (Eccl.1:9) But who needs new, when recycling protects the environment, protects our common interests, and leads us to sustainable development...or so we think. Do we need new wine?or our old wine is more mature in taste and high in quality? or do we have to change the wine skins altogether first(Luke5:37)? because, instead of producing good old wine, we have produced sour vinegar! When democracy was stripped off the myths and legends surrounding it and its halo was removed, the truth that was unveiled hurt - recycled, unrefined, deformed and vague image of the one existing in western Europe, looking more like a 'possessed' democracy, or 'demoncracy'.
This is our wine skin - electoral democracy - and it can be perceived as a young maiden, only 20 years old, still not having been exposed to labor pain and life hardships, therefore fragile and insecure, immature and somewhat vain, but full of potential and courage, vision and strength. Or, it can be perceived as an old rusty witch, with a power only to destroy. So, where does the truth lie? Is democracy yet to gain ground and establish itself as the pillar and engine for the sustainable development of the Bulgarian society, or is it to be questioned, reexamined and revised? if democracy is not the least to blame for this 20 year old (almost) chronic condition of failure and mismanagement. Then who is to blame?
First of all, despite the objections I might face, I firmly believe that part of the problem lies in the way democracy was brought to Bulgaria in 1989. The main fuel that stirred our engine towards democratic transition was America and it raised democracy to a level of sacredness and sanctity, without mentioning the side effects that might accompany the rapid change from one kind of fuel to another, from one type of system to another. Democracy was believed to be universal, therefore automatically comprehended and applied by the people of every nation. Bulgarians embraced it fully and with great zeal and enthusiasm they started constructing their new democratic society (from scratch). The problem was that the tools they had and the skills they possessed were insufficient...because they lacked a blueprint, a vision that went beyond the assembly of a new government and the realization of free elections!
'Where there is no vision, the people perish' (Prov.29:18)! Can it be clearer? The Washington consensus applied to the Bulgarian context did not adjust itself to the context but merely set its bases, machines and plans and started operating. Reflecting on this process, it seems to me that it was like choosing to build a house, with no regard to the terrain or the materials that fit best this terrain. Blind conviction that the terrain is excellent because on similar terrain houses have already been successfully built elsewhere, or relying solely on data from the other terrain about the perils hidden on this one and therefore constructing it by modelling this house as a mirror reflection of the other ones - all these were mistakes made by the Bulgarians and their main architects and technical advisers - the Americans. Later on, these mistakes reflected back on the people and burned their hopes and dreams numerous times throughout the long transition (which has become a stable determinant of the Bulgarian state, and does not possess any trace of transition).
The purpose is not to blame, but rather to search for the flaws, so that they might be fixed (repaired) promptly and will not constitute a threat to the safety of the people in the future. Until now, threats have only increased in number, their severity has escalated and every slight wind that blows causes a massive shocks for the inhabitants of this house. Is it the terrain to blame? the materials? the construction workers? or the technical advisers? the architects? What should and can be changed after all?
In the beginning, the house was built only with decorations but no wind or rain protection layers. It was constructed to attract the eyes of its inhabitants and on-lookers, tempting them to believe that it's all there is to it. Elections were praised by all as the culmination of their freedom and development, as their ultimate achievement and goal. Their house was perfect.
Then, the first winds blew through the windows, the first storms raged and shook the floors and the walls, the first rains fell and the roof started leaking...and the house was put to the test. Freedom turned into chaos because it wasn't accurately defined and directed; the appearance of multi-party system only diffused the responsibility of any failure and left the general public tied with 'choice' and election 'freedom'; party politics became a toss-the-power mutually accepted game with its crooked rules... All these have led the country to a condition merely resembling a house, and more and more looking like a shack unsuited for a secure and stable life!
Some will argue that Bulgaria has gone through dramatic and significant changes in the course of the last 20 years, pointing to its membership in NATO and recently in the EU. These are facts and I do not denounce them. Has democracy played a role in these improvements? Of course! It has led to freedom of expression and freedom of ideas and opinions. Democratic values are accepted and respected (at least on paper) by everyone nowadays. Freedom of religion and press, the right to enjoy fair trials, to be treated with dignity and respect, and to be protected by the government, to be granted basic human rights and civil liberties etc. are all values and ideals praised and instilled on every level of our society today.
Nevertheless, these changes have been only surgical, changes of the terrain, and not of the structure of the house! They have proved to be rather favorable for the stability, security and progress of the house as a whole, but even they, so far, have failed to repair the house's deepest cracks and flaws. Now, Bulgaria has been awarded the title 'black sheep' of the EU and has been scolded on multiple occasions, punished with the stick not once or twice, and all these...to no effect!
http://www.novinite.com/view_news.php?id=99257
The chronic condition of this house is apparent. There is mould everywhere, the doors are creaking, the windows banging, the roof leaking, the smell of carcass spreading, the rust embellishing every corner...and change has become a distant mirage and delusion. Chronic disease is hard to treat and appease, yet what are the prospects?
Bulgaria urgently needs to renovate its foundations. It needs to start treating the causes of this illness, find the cracks and the holes and repair them and not only treat the symptoms by covering the cracks with a new decoration (elections). For the past 20 years, the winds have been favorable for Bulgaria and that is why today it enjoys full membership in the European Union and has prospects for development. Nevertheless, the EU has been forced to admit the unfortunate reality that surrounds its new member state. There is nothing charming and encouraging about its politics and it might as well be a real recipe for disaster. Penalties and punishments have been in vain, since there is no decency or sense of shame on the Bulgarian political scenery. All there is farce and act in a mediocre play, directed by self-made, pretentious directors with big ambitions and small visions!
Democracy is indeed to be praised. Yet, it is the democracy which establishes the rule of law in its foundation and builds on it the rest of its structure, that should be praised! Only so, will political pluralism and the separation of powers prove effective and efficient weapons to fight corruption, overcome stagnation and lead to prosperity and progress. Unless this is done, unless the rule of law becomes the pillar of our house, we will never be safe. Democracy will not mature on its own and will not bear good fruits automatically. It resembles young wine, which needs to be attained and preserved well, in a special place, under certain temperature and conditions, so that it may mature and become excellent both in taste and fragrance!
As for whom shall be the 'doctor' and 'Change-maker', the future will tell. My guess is, this person might as well be from a whole new generation. In another 20 years, who knows, Bulgarians can choose their own first 'colored' president. There are good prospects. My future husband (from Uganda) and I (from Bulgaria), might be the chosen ones for the task. Who is to say, only God knows! Until then, change will remain a flickering light within every person seeking hope and a better life, yet it will not burn out, but rather, remain burning like an eternal fire, preparing the way for the real CHANGE! When and how nobody knows, we can only hope...it is not little, too late!
Check out the rest!
Monday, November 17, 2008
A little Drop in the vast Ocean
Don't give on your hope for change
just because you think
you are a a mere drop in the vast ocean we live.
if you Are a drop, with ideals and faith
and i am a drop, with enthusiasm and vigor
and then He and She, and eventually We
all become drops each uniquely equipped and united,
ready to act...
then the ocean, my friend, will become all the more,
filled with sweet fragrance, with peace, love and freedom for ALL!
Don't let the waves (of man's evil)
sweep away your dreams or ideals
Don't let NOone (for Any reason)
stomp on your beliefs or values
(just because they are hard to believe/achieve)
God will help us!
But rise above all earthly evil, greed, and false
and ride the waves of change
and guide the winds to progress and peace!
You have the power, you little drop that falls in the perfect place~!
Jesus said: " EVERYTHING is possible for him who BELIEVES!" Mark9:23
just because you think
you are a a mere drop in the vast ocean we live.
if you Are a drop, with ideals and faith
and i am a drop, with enthusiasm and vigor
and then He and She, and eventually We
all become drops each uniquely equipped and united,
ready to act...
then the ocean, my friend, will become all the more,
filled with sweet fragrance, with peace, love and freedom for ALL!
Don't let the waves (of man's evil)
sweep away your dreams or ideals
Don't let NOone (for Any reason)
stomp on your beliefs or values
(just because they are hard to believe/achieve)
God will help us!
But rise above all earthly evil, greed, and false
and ride the waves of change
and guide the winds to progress and peace!
You have the power, you little drop that falls in the perfect place~!
Jesus said: " EVERYTHING is possible for him who BELIEVES!" Mark9:23
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Friday, November 14, 2008
Pattern 1010...(Just a paper in the Box?)
Governments change
(but they don't bring no change)
but that doesn't matter,
because the world is stuck in a recurring defected pattern
1010101010...one zero one zero
it's either money or reputation driven
(there is nothing pure, except for 'pure' evil)
corrupted and bitter
perverted and cruel
it follows a pattern one zero zero
it's a machine
heavily virus infected
loaded with brutalities and atrocities
that have torn down the firewall,
the fortress of the afflicted!
***
unfortunate, but change is minimal and trivial
following strictly the pattern one zero
new faces, new statements,
new news for the day
but it's all in the pattern,
it's just a parade!
i've seen it, i've heard it
i've swallowed it all,
it's a cycle of 'pure' evil
a chronic disease prevailing in all...
***
it's the dilemma choice that rises in me
a citizen who believes in the emancipation of the weak
i'm holding my ballot,
with a religious assurance
that this little paper will bring us ultimate deliverance.
i'm counting on it, casting my hopes
all my fears disappear and i feel things moving on
a citizen, a man, a woman, me...
i'm treated equally!
justice is given for free!!
***
time has past, the votes have been cast,
the results announced
the winners pronounced..
here it comes...
this moment, when i finally realize...
i haven't had a real choice...
...it was just a paper in a box!
another follow-up of the familiar pattern
one zero zero one...
how can i build back the firewall?
can i or this paper bring justice (positive change) to all?
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
The High Price for Pursuing Knowledge in Some Parts of the Developing World
how much does it cost to go to school?
you might automatically answer - much.
but just how much?
well, most people will argue that no matter the cost, education is an invaluable and essential asset for the development of any individual. i will not refute the least such a statement, since i, myself, believe in this!
nevertheless, despite all arguments in support, i want to ask you -
what if it might cost you your life? will you still go to school? will you be willing to expose yourself to life danger just so that you can get to the classroom and learn?and why yes, or why no.
i suppose there will be those denying the possibility of such radical outcomes as the loss of life, but the facts are against such claims.
the reality in which some people 'survive' and actually pursue knowledge and development is utterly different from ours,immensely complicated and striking, and while we might wonder how to pay for the best schools, how to take advantage of the best options available to us and in one way or another consequently to succeed, or simply how to skip going to school...some people go to school at the risk of their lives.
who are these people? where is schooling being persecuted and why?
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you might automatically answer - much.
but just how much?
well, most people will argue that no matter the cost, education is an invaluable and essential asset for the development of any individual. i will not refute the least such a statement, since i, myself, believe in this!
nevertheless, despite all arguments in support, i want to ask you -
what if it might cost you your life? will you still go to school? will you be willing to expose yourself to life danger just so that you can get to the classroom and learn?and why yes, or why no.
i suppose there will be those denying the possibility of such radical outcomes as the loss of life, but the facts are against such claims.
the reality in which some people 'survive' and actually pursue knowledge and development is utterly different from ours,immensely complicated and striking, and while we might wonder how to pay for the best schools, how to take advantage of the best options available to us and in one way or another consequently to succeed, or simply how to skip going to school...some people go to school at the risk of their lives.
who are these people? where is schooling being persecuted and why?
whether we talk about a war-torn area like Somalia or Darfur, or a radical Islamist town in a country like Afghanistan, controlled by the Talibans (or other extremist groups for that matter), or destitute places like Cambodia or Ethiopia, we can find parallels everywhere!
the 'price' of reaching school might differ, from being raped and beaten to being sold into prostitution or..as the latest of these cases shows, being the victim of a an attack with acid by some coward who just couldn't stand the thought of women's empowerment and emancipation.
the story of the several Afghan girls who were attacked with acid in the city of Kandahar in southern Afghanistan just days ago, is another proof of the high price some children, and especially girls, have to pay, to have the chance to overcome poverty by acquiring education. Education is Power. And those who seek to halt the educating of girls know that very well. They fear immensely even the slightest possibility of being overthrown by an empowered new generation of women who have sacrificed much in their lives and who are ready to see radical change and improvement in society. And they have definite reasons to fear because their cowardly attacks will ultimately prove unsuccessful! Some people are ready to pay the High price...and pursue knowledge. Take Shamsia, for example, she received the most severe injures in the recent attack, and yet, while still in the hospital, with her face burned from the acid, she claimed: "I'll continue my schooling even if they try to kill me. I won't stop going to school"... this is courage, this is spirit, this is strength, this is power!
you might wonder, why on earth will someone walk 5 miles a day, like some girls in Sudan and Congo (or many other areas around the globe where the protection of the citizens is beyond any measure!), just to attend classes, at the risk of being attacked and raped; you might think why some girls will not let their chance of being schooled pass by and choose to risk their lives to learn merely how to write and read...and here is Shamsia's answer to you all: "I'll continue going to lessons. I'm studying to be able to build our country"...the response to the same question, given by a little girl whose leg was chopped off by some rebels in Congo and who nevertheless, continued walking the 5 miles to school, without protease, just a crunch (risking to be raped by gangs on the way to and back)...was this "I dream to become a teacher when I grow up and be able to teach children and help them "...
the answer to "why would someone be willing to pay a price so high for education?" is simple: it's the will and desire of every man and woman to develop and reach their full potential, to be all that they can be, dream and pursue their dreams, and live a dignified and decent life!
the answer is simple - it's man's highest aspiration to reach to the stars, and to fly with the eagles, to be all that God made him/her to be, and live like a human!!!
the next time you start complaining about how much you wish u didn't have to study for exams, attend classes, or have to write papers and listen to lectures...i urge you to take a deep look at yourself and see...just how very blessed you truly are.
and when you see it, i urge you to give the Lord the glory and the praise and Pray that all may be privileged to have a chance like yours, a chance to become all that they are meant to, a chance to fulfill their dreams and reach their stars...a chance to be free (of torture, fear, abuse, despair, poverty) to not just survive..but LIVE!
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Real Life Survivors vs. entertainment 'survivors'
it's early in the morning. i wake up, take a long hot shower, prepare my coffee, take a glass of water, put my clothes in the laundry...and get to work...the day is busy, i run the errands, chat with friends, manage my finances, eat, shop, cook, clean...etc, till it's time to relax. but first: 'It's been a tiring day', 'money is not enough', 'life is too hard', 'life is unfair', 'i'm so unlucky'...sounds familiar?
our lives have become so facilitated by all kinds of gadgets and amenities, yet instead of being simplified, they have become way too complicated (and meaningless). now, we (by 'we' i mean that percentage of the world's population which actually has access and enjoys fully this so-called 'modern life') don't try to survive and live day for day, scarcely meeting ends...no,we don't. and we don't know what it means to see your kids die because you couldn't provide for them, no, we don't. we don't comprehend the struggles and the human will to Survive, to Live, to Be, because we've been given a chance by birth (or so).
So, instead, we resort to more sophisticated ways of understanding the grudges, the hardships and 'tricks' of survival...entertainment.
Shows like 'Survivor' have become so popular all over the world. We admire the men and women who push themselves to extremes to 'survive'...and eventually win a million dollars or so...ye, but survivor is nothing like that! ...anyway, who wants to know. it's enough to see a few photos of starving children on the news, hear about hundreds of thousands of people 'displaced' (one might not even understand it well)...that exhausts our engagement in World Affairs, which are for politicians to solve... and then we can switch back to our Entertainment channel.
I'm not against entertainment in general. i suppose it is beneficial in some ways, enriching our lives or just helping us relax, but these particular forms of entertainment have exposed and perverted some of human's most honourable qualities, like will power, determination, vigour, courage etc. What do these shows encourage and inspire us for? Seeing how far a man can be pushed, the limits of his/her strength, will, hope? But it's all fake...because no one will be willing to do these things if there were no incentives. So, then, is this kind of show really displaying the heights of human courage and will power...or the depth of his/her desire to attain the prize (simply the greed for money)? I guess stimulation is not a bad thing, it is indeed necessary, since humans operate better when they are given a carrot, rather than nothing...but we are missing the point.
If you look closer in the news next time, and instead of ignoring or avoiding the faces of the displaced, the refugees, the starved, the underprivileged, the sick, and the weak...you will not see losers, but real life Survivors, heroes who have fought more battles than soldiers in wars have! Then you will be moved!
It is these people who aspire admiration and honour, the ones who Never give up, who strive to Survive on a daily basis...whose courage is beyond our understanding. These are the Survivors of this world. And this is NOT entertainment!
Don't encourage shows like 'Big Brother', which deprives people from growing and only engages them in meaningless gossip and trivial stories. Don't encourage shows like the World's Eating competition, during which, tons of food is wasted and which, despite all the food being devoured, leaves your mind and soul empty. Don't encourage shows like 'Survivor', or even 'Fear Factor', which despite being quite amusing and exciting, only prove the ultimate power of money to control people, to push them to do...just about anything.
When you wake up tomorrow, let your first words be of giving thanks, for just how blessed you truly are, and let your life not be 'devoured' by the media, 'consumed' by the multi-million corporations, but let it be moved and transformed by the stories of those to whom heaven belongs...the real survivors of this world. Jesus said,
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our lives have become so facilitated by all kinds of gadgets and amenities, yet instead of being simplified, they have become way too complicated (and meaningless). now, we (by 'we' i mean that percentage of the world's population which actually has access and enjoys fully this so-called 'modern life') don't try to survive and live day for day, scarcely meeting ends...no,we don't. and we don't know what it means to see your kids die because you couldn't provide for them, no, we don't. we don't comprehend the struggles and the human will to Survive, to Live, to Be, because we've been given a chance by birth (or so).
So, instead, we resort to more sophisticated ways of understanding the grudges, the hardships and 'tricks' of survival...entertainment.
Shows like 'Survivor' have become so popular all over the world. We admire the men and women who push themselves to extremes to 'survive'...and eventually win a million dollars or so...ye, but survivor is nothing like that! ...anyway, who wants to know. it's enough to see a few photos of starving children on the news, hear about hundreds of thousands of people 'displaced' (one might not even understand it well)...that exhausts our engagement in World Affairs, which are for politicians to solve... and then we can switch back to our Entertainment channel.
I'm not against entertainment in general. i suppose it is beneficial in some ways, enriching our lives or just helping us relax, but these particular forms of entertainment have exposed and perverted some of human's most honourable qualities, like will power, determination, vigour, courage etc. What do these shows encourage and inspire us for? Seeing how far a man can be pushed, the limits of his/her strength, will, hope? But it's all fake...because no one will be willing to do these things if there were no incentives. So, then, is this kind of show really displaying the heights of human courage and will power...or the depth of his/her desire to attain the prize (simply the greed for money)? I guess stimulation is not a bad thing, it is indeed necessary, since humans operate better when they are given a carrot, rather than nothing...but we are missing the point.
If you look closer in the news next time, and instead of ignoring or avoiding the faces of the displaced, the refugees, the starved, the underprivileged, the sick, and the weak...you will not see losers, but real life Survivors, heroes who have fought more battles than soldiers in wars have! Then you will be moved!
It is these people who aspire admiration and honour, the ones who Never give up, who strive to Survive on a daily basis...whose courage is beyond our understanding. These are the Survivors of this world. And this is NOT entertainment!
Don't encourage shows like 'Big Brother', which deprives people from growing and only engages them in meaningless gossip and trivial stories. Don't encourage shows like the World's Eating competition, during which, tons of food is wasted and which, despite all the food being devoured, leaves your mind and soul empty. Don't encourage shows like 'Survivor', or even 'Fear Factor', which despite being quite amusing and exciting, only prove the ultimate power of money to control people, to push them to do...just about anything.
When you wake up tomorrow, let your first words be of giving thanks, for just how blessed you truly are, and let your life not be 'devoured' by the media, 'consumed' by the multi-million corporations, but let it be moved and transformed by the stories of those to whom heaven belongs...the real survivors of this world. Jesus said,
" Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was in prison and you came to visit me....
'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me...' Matt.25:31-46
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
A Congolese woman on the Road (To all the displaced people and all refugees everywhere)
(a displaced woman)
Again on the road
carrying bundles of clothes,
pieces of bread, empty bottles for water...
i am going ahead.
It's the road to my past
paved with strife, blood and pain,
there is no way out...
there is no way out...
i am a stone thrown away.
It's a crossroad with no choice
and i'm stuck in the middle
guns, rape, violence, grief
guns, rape, violence, grief
blood money and greed
take over everything...
the rebels suppress us
the government's a mess
this road is our only shelter, ally in this chaos.
i' m holding my son, he's quiet and still
looking straight in the eyes, he whispers:
"what are we punished for? are we so evil?"
are we preys for the beasts?
are we migrating birds?
are we victims of men?
are we people or dust?
are we remnants of the past?
do we have human name/face?
we are the citizens without homes
the forced travelers, always on the road
the free slaves of this land
we are children of this demolished place
even the foxes have holes,
the birds have their nests
the cattle sleep in stables
but all we have... is the stars and our Faith
***
(the world)
are these shadows from our nightmares?
or ghosts haunting us for our wrongdoing?
or are they just the reflection,
of what we cannot see but what's true and apparent?
how would we know...
when their voices are silenced
when Someone has muted the truth
when the world is trying to cover
the names of these human faces
with mere numbers in the news...?
Dedicated to all displaced people and all refugees around the world: Hold on!!!
God has proclaimed through the prophet Jeremiah:
"I myself wil gather the remnant of my flock out of all the countries where I have driven them and will bring them back to their pasture, where they will be fruitful and increase in n
umber. I
will place shepherds over them, and they will no longer be afraid or terrified, nor will any be missing, " declares the Lord! Jer.23:3-5
umber. Iwill place shepherds over them, and they will no longer be afraid or terrified, nor will any be missing, " declares the Lord! Jer.23:3-5
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Is Peace just a delusion or an arm-stretch away shore?
Inequalities, Regulations
Incentives and Ratios
International crisis and global response
constipation
Contradictions, world puzzles
Paradigms and Dilemmas,
Paradoxes and Distortions
Truth is False
and
Falsehood True
how come 1+1 still equals 2?
should we live in a cave (of ignorance)
like Plato's heroes do?
Incentives and Ratios
International crisis and global response
constipation
Contradictions, world puzzles
Paradigms and Dilemmas,
Paradoxes and Distortions
Truth is False
and
Falsehood True
how come 1+1 still equals 2?
should we live in a cave (of ignorance)
like Plato's heroes do?
***
Justice or Order,
what's on your mind?
again in opposition,
it's - Either / Or
Peace or War -
mutually destroyed?
can Man reconcile
the Self-interest and that of All?
***
Lots are distributed
stocks piled up
flows of money come and go
yet the bottom is lied down
with bodies of the invisible
and the unknown...
***
step on them! close your eyes!
it's clear, you've chosen your path
demise and lethal end are on the way...
but who will dare take a different path
(and be doomed wrong) ...anyway...
it's clear, you've chosen your path
demise and lethal end are on the way...
but who will dare take a different path
(and be doomed wrong) ...anyway...
***
put down the guns, raise up the flags
is Peace an oasis (delusion)? or an arm stretch-away shore?
...how would you know...if you don't stretch your own?
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Where is Bulgaria? (the value of global geography knowledge)
For reference, I come from a relatively small country, with total area of 111.000 square km. and less than 8 million people population. My country is Bulgaria and it is a very beautiful place, with many wonderful snow peak mountains, sunny beaches, warmhearted people and rich culture and folklore.
But where is Bulgaria after all?
During the 5th International Cultural Festival in Peking University, Beijing, China, where Bulgaria had a separate booth for the 5th consecutive year, I gathered rather interesting accounts on the location of this mysterious country Bulgaria. All visitors were given a sort of a brochure, with a place for getting a stamp from all the countries represented at the festival. The brochure was divided into continents with no further explanations about which country belongs to which continent. That's how the puzzle began...
So, as newcomers were passing by our stand, I took the venture to inquire and ask them to point on their brochure the continent to which my country belongs, and only when successfully guessing, to stamp their brochure.
But why should they know? The great Chinese nation with 5.000years of history and culture and a population of more than 1.6billion people? Should it be bothered about an insignificant country like mine? I think yes.
Well, still, the results were rather fascinating. According to several people, Bulgaria was situated in the heart of Africa...very intriguing...only that I was so stunned that I forgot to ask in which part of the African map I should look for it.
The next most popular guess was ...Asia. Truly unexpected, since, if nothing else, Asia should be the continent Chinese are most familiar with, but apparently no.
Yes, indeed, there were even more wild guesses, like the one that Bulgaria was in fact situated on the continent of Australia...though I didn't quite comprehend, whether it is an island or an aborigine's tribe.
Of course, the guesses were not short of describing Bulgaria as part of America, I am guessing they meant Latin America, because even in the past I have come across people confusing Bulgaria with Bolivia.
So, finally, there were those who firmly proved their knowledge, when they stated that Bulgaria was, of course, in Eastern Europe (which it truly is), and was part of the Soviet Union (which it was not, but at least it gave communist 'comrades' the geographical knowledge others still lack).
What conclusions could be drawn from this random 'survey', or 'fieldwork', if you'd like?
First of all, as I looked deeper into these disturbing results, I was struck by my own narrow mindedness. But, of course these various people had logical reasons to assume that Bulgaria was elsewhere and not in Eastern Europe!
Why in Africa? Well, considering archaeological discoveries of the Kenyan man, it turns out that some time, millions of years ago, we all, Bulgarian ancestors and others, originated in the African plateau. One down. But why Asia? Well, considering the great migrations in history, it turns out that the ancestors of the Bulgarian people did, indeed, cross parts of Asia, and most probably mixed a little bit with the local women and men, just so much so, that Bulgaria has preserved an Asian trace up to this day.
So far, so good. As for the Australian guess, I am still puzzled and my only explanation is that 'Bulgaria' sounds like an exotic tribe...hm...The Latin American guess is quite understandable considering the similarity between the names Bolivia and Bulgaria, and considering the relatively similar looks some Bulgarians and Latinos share.
An enriching experience indeed. But what are the implications of one such research? Well, Bulgaria is not the smallest, and definitely not the most unknown of the world's states. Many people are familiar with Bulgarian football, gymnastics, some of them have even heard about Bulgarian Rose oil, and as for the Japanese and Korean people, they know Bulgaria best for its yogurt. This is not discouraging at all, since there are other states suffering from even deeper 'uknowningness' :).
Putting away all my perceptions of what states originally mean, I venture to think globally. From a global perspective, "the world is a global village" kind of thinking can definitely be of help to interpret the results that occurred during the 'survey'. Why should we distinguish ourselves strictly as belonging to a specific place, behind certain borders, carrying a particular nationality, when, we can be citizens of the world? I am engaged to a wonderful Ugandan man and many of my closest friends are Africans. Indeed, part of my heart is in Africa and as far as I am concerned, I was quite pleased with the African location of Bulgaria. I have lived in Asia for the last 6 years and I believe that this continent has so much history and culture to offer, is so rich in knowledge and natural beauty, that for Bulgaria to be situated there will not be all that bad etc.
You got my line of thinking?
So much for the 'global perspective'. All in all, I believe that better understanding of the peoples of the earth, will lead to better mutual understanding and harmonious co-existence (as my Chinese 'comrades' would say) among all nations. Our differences and uniqueness should not be interpreted as causes for conflict, but rather as pillars for stable relationships. As we learn to appreciate and respect each other's cultures and countries, we will also find significant similarities among our peoples and will, eventually, achieve global peace and harmony.
I just want to thank all the people who visited our stand and learned something more about Bulgaria. As for those who still haven't had the chance to, I invite all of you to take the time and make the trip to Bulgaria, the Bulgaria still situated in South-Eastern Europe (or Eastern depending on different texts), and explore its unique and splendid natural scenes and gorgeous sights.
Thank you!
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the world of the MANY and the world of the FEW - the reign of INequality
The Many build the houses
the Few live in them
The Many grow the crops
the Few enjoy the meals
The Many supply the water
the fews' thirst is quenched
The Many mine precious stones
the few wear diamond necklaces
The Many manufacture clothes
the Few wear them and show off
The Many die in pursuit of freedom
the Few are born free
The Many cut their trees
the Few read books and have green fields
The Many gather the fruits
the Few drink fresh coffee in Starbucks
The Many fight for peace
the Few enjoy it
The Many are slaves
the Few are masters
The Many are sold in sex trade
the Few have choice to become what they want
The Many are invisible
the Few are famous
The Many are life survivors
the Few are film heroes (stars)
The Many are being tortured
the Few are pampered
The Many die before turning 5
the Few live long after 75
The Many thirst for knowledge
the Few go to university
The Many are sick
the Few have access to doctors and pills
The Many live with less than a dollar a day
the Few fill a bag of money on a shopping day
The Many bury their dreams and beloved ones
the Few enjoy their 'dreams come true'
The Many's voice is silenced
the Few's is loud and clear
is our world distinctively divided into 'the Many' and the 'Few'?
are we two distinct breeds?
are we from different planets?
can there ever be reconciliation, or is it like mixing oil and water in a cup?
we wish to see a world where it Matters who You are simply because You are a Human Being, a child of God, a Person, woman, man, young or old.
but we live in a wolrd in which it Matters, in various degrees, who You are and what life you will lead by the color of your skin,
by the place you were born,
by the culture you are in,
by the passport you will have,
by the groups that you belong,
by the people you will know,
by the money you have got,
by the clothes that you can buy and
by the things you can consume,
by the words you can pronounce and
by the schools you will enjoy...it depends...it matters really, can it ever be any different really?
It can...Jesus said...
"Blessed are you who are poor,
for YOURS is the kingdom of God.
Blessed are you who hunger now,
for you will be satisfied.
Blessed are you who weep now,
for you will laugh.
Blessed are you when men hate you,
when they exclude you and insult you
and reject your name as evil,
because of the Son of man.
Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their fathers treated the prophets.
"But woe to you who are rich,
for you have already received your comfort.
Woe to you who are well fed now,
for you will go hungry.
Woe to you who laugh now,
for you will mourn and weep.
Woe to you when all men speak well of you,
for that is how their fathers treated the false prophets."
Luke6: 20-26
So, hold on, you who are last...because he said "The last shall be First and the first shall be last" Matt.20:16
as for equality...is it a matter of heaven?.. and not earth?..not this earth?..or at least not now?...
still, it isn't to say we should give up on hope of improvement, on hope of reducing the Many and increasing the Few...on making the scales close to even, even if it costs us our lives...We will do!
all we need is voices from the Few who are willing to speak for the Many,
we need few of the Few to open their eyes and become aware, and try to change the' formula' of our world,
so that the two (the Many and the Few) become compatible and fair.
So, if you are from the Few today, the Few who have a home, a meal, clean water, school and all kinds of amenities to enjoy every day,
Challenge your Self to look deeper into yourself and try to see this Self in a mirror that portrays you as if you belonged to the Many...and you will never be the same again...i am also doing this, by the way!
There need not be first and last, there need not be race in life...if we can see through God's eyes...and embrace everything with love..just as it comes.
not judge, not discriminate,
not greed, not rush,
not flush love, or buy guns,
not make war, not live to Have but to Give,
not live to be recognized, but turn into reality somebody's dreams,
not for the Self, not for the Things, not for the Stuff, the Money, the Stage, the Fame
but for the Many, for the Love, the Truth, the Hope, the Treasures of heaven...
not for Me but for You...
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
The Fall and Rise of Human civilization (Redemption possible?)
Misery.Death.Drought.Pain...
Tsunamis. Earthquakes. Tornadoes. Torrent Rains...
Castes. Races. Ethnicity. Colour. Shape
Slaves. Segregated. Marginalized. Malnourished. Famished. Killed.
(curtains)
They are over the hill, in a faraway land.
Here, the waters are serene, the winds gentle, the pastures green
...here people don't fear (dare) to dream.
Two parallel universes within
a crooked, twisted, Broken world.
But we are all in a gas camera now,
for we are the victims of our own perpetrator (civilization)
unsuspecting, unprepared and unaware
of the genocide we bestowed upon ourselves, brought by our own wrath!
'They' will press the button of Modernization and
we (like obedient machine elements) will applaud and cheer
Prosperity and Progress with a dedicated conviction... that we Develop
only to discover the fanfare and fireworks will last but a minute...
till the 'gas' of self-destruction starts sneaking through the cracks in our thin walls,
over the hills and deep in the valley till...it makes us all choke to ultimate death.
Globalized and Interdependent - Helas!
Finally we will share something in common - North, South, developed, underdeveloped, least developed, less developed, in war, in peace, emerging, and submerging, rogue states, super powers, terrorists and peacekeepers, rebels and dictators...
...today we will share in our Common Humanity's Death!
Will there be tribunals to punish these 'crimes against humanity'?
Who is the guilty Perpetrator, the instigator of this fall?
Who, then is the Bystander, who is also to be blamed?
and who, if any, is the Victim in this wicked game?
Whose humanity? whose justice do we pursue?
we reach out to others just to get and not give
or when we give, it's so that later we'll have 'legal' ground to suppress and demand
for our gain (IMF) what actually they urgently need.
It's an eye for an eye, day after day,
is it our Civilization to blame?
Politicians crawl like snakes
Statesmen have become an extinct breed
Money strangles whoever tries to breathe
and 'robs' us from the so called 'humanity'
Grieve, all there is in this world is grieve!
Show me someone willing to stand in this disaster and
make a step to relieve a soul
Show me someone faith-full and brave
eager to remove the roots of this evil, of these lies, of this eternal vice!
Here I am - said the servant of the Lord -
i stretch out my hand-
to feed one hungry soul
to comfort one broken (lonely) heart
to quench one thirsty mouth
to bring one child's smile.
Here I am - use me...Lord!
We live in a modern sci-fi movie
all robotized, automatic and groovy
everyone's electronically up-to-date
but emotionally a total wreck!!!
Whoever 'genetically modified' this chip
omitted to include or intentionally removed...
simple functions like discerning right from wrong,
evil from good,
lies from truth,
build from destroy,
love from hate,
create from kill.
Lift up your eyes to the hills, can you see hope?
Go over and say, is there any living soul?
Dig up a well in this barren land,
an oasis of truth and hope to wash away all the fault,
to cleanse the guilt, the sorrow, the pain,
and please, oh, please, sprinkle
these electronically modified bodies with the breath of life (humanity) Again!
will you?
We are Free Slaves of our machines
corrupt judges, abusive parents, negligent teachers, absurd creatures
racist citizens, false friends, unforgiving neighbours, rotten souls...
We are Slaves of a-freedom (mis-freedom)
freedom to do wrong, to be bad, to think, act, speak falsely and walk away
without guilt of any sort...
We have Enslaved Freedom
Exploited Good
Tortured Justice
Molested Love
Poisoned Truth
Drowned Hope
Extinguished Peace
and... Buried our grain of Faith...
We 'develop' and 'succeed':
trade Wisdom for Folly
trade Peace for Money
trade Bread for Bombs
and the economy works
trade Love for Sex
Eternal for Ephemeral
Joy for Pleasure
Dreams for Delusions
Morals for Positions
Friends for Connections
and ultimately... the Choice to live for Chains for life!
Wake up, o, hills of Jerusalem,
wake up, o, you, people of God
How long till you feel responsible?
How long will you stay back?
You asked for the nations and here they are -
child soldiers, wounded, tortured, mothers in labour, raped, murdered, sick ones, little ones...all in need of True Love
You asked for wisdom and here it is :
if you save one of this souls, you will most certainly Live!
You asked for redemption,
Here I am - I died on the Cross, for your filthy sin!
Awake and Arise! and Shine on this barren land
for the Lord will again, make the hills blossom, the pastures green!
Let all who believe gather today,
the Lord has proclaimed from now on :
Love will eternally reign!!!
Check out the rest!
Tsunamis. Earthquakes. Tornadoes. Torrent Rains...
Castes. Races. Ethnicity. Colour. Shape
Slaves. Segregated. Marginalized. Malnourished. Famished. Killed.
(curtains)
They are over the hill, in a faraway land.
Here, the waters are serene, the winds gentle, the pastures green
...here people don't fear (dare) to dream.
Two parallel universes within
a crooked, twisted, Broken world.
But we are all in a gas camera now,
for we are the victims of our own perpetrator (civilization)
unsuspecting, unprepared and unaware
of the genocide we bestowed upon ourselves, brought by our own wrath!
'They' will press the button of Modernization and
we (like obedient machine elements) will applaud and cheer
Prosperity and Progress with a dedicated conviction... that we Develop
only to discover the fanfare and fireworks will last but a minute...
till the 'gas' of self-destruction starts sneaking through the cracks in our thin walls,
over the hills and deep in the valley till...it makes us all choke to ultimate death.
Globalized and Interdependent - Helas!
Finally we will share something in common - North, South, developed, underdeveloped, least developed, less developed, in war, in peace, emerging, and submerging, rogue states, super powers, terrorists and peacekeepers, rebels and dictators...
...today we will share in our Common Humanity's Death!
Will there be tribunals to punish these 'crimes against humanity'?
Who is the guilty Perpetrator, the instigator of this fall?
Who, then is the Bystander, who is also to be blamed?
and who, if any, is the Victim in this wicked game?
Whose humanity? whose justice do we pursue?
we reach out to others just to get and not give
or when we give, it's so that later we'll have 'legal' ground to suppress and demand
for our gain (IMF) what actually they urgently need.
It's an eye for an eye, day after day,
is it our Civilization to blame?
Politicians crawl like snakes
Statesmen have become an extinct breed
Money strangles whoever tries to breathe
and 'robs' us from the so called 'humanity'
Grieve, all there is in this world is grieve!
Show me someone willing to stand in this disaster and
make a step to relieve a soul
Show me someone faith-full and brave
eager to remove the roots of this evil, of these lies, of this eternal vice!
Here I am - said the servant of the Lord -
i stretch out my hand-
to feed one hungry soul
to comfort one broken (lonely) heart
to quench one thirsty mouth
to bring one child's smile.
Here I am - use me...Lord!
We live in a modern sci-fi movie
all robotized, automatic and groovy
everyone's electronically up-to-date
but emotionally a total wreck!!!
Whoever 'genetically modified' this chip
omitted to include or intentionally removed...
simple functions like discerning right from wrong,
evil from good,
lies from truth,
build from destroy,
love from hate,
create from kill.
Lift up your eyes to the hills, can you see hope?
Go over and say, is there any living soul?
Dig up a well in this barren land,
an oasis of truth and hope to wash away all the fault,
to cleanse the guilt, the sorrow, the pain,
and please, oh, please, sprinkle
these electronically modified bodies with the breath of life (humanity) Again!
will you?
We are Free Slaves of our machines
corrupt judges, abusive parents, negligent teachers, absurd creatures
racist citizens, false friends, unforgiving neighbours, rotten souls...
We are Slaves of a-freedom (mis-freedom)
freedom to do wrong, to be bad, to think, act, speak falsely and walk away
without guilt of any sort...
We have Enslaved Freedom
Exploited Good
Tortured Justice
Molested Love
Poisoned Truth
Drowned Hope
Extinguished Peace
and... Buried our grain of Faith...
We 'develop' and 'succeed':
trade Wisdom for Folly
trade Peace for Money
trade Bread for Bombs
and the economy works
trade Love for Sex
Eternal for Ephemeral
Joy for Pleasure
Dreams for Delusions
Morals for Positions
Friends for Connections
and ultimately... the Choice to live for Chains for life!
Wake up, o, hills of Jerusalem,
wake up, o, you, people of God
How long till you feel responsible?
How long will you stay back?
You asked for the nations and here they are -
child soldiers, wounded, tortured, mothers in labour, raped, murdered, sick ones, little ones...all in need of True Love
You asked for wisdom and here it is :
if you save one of this souls, you will most certainly Live!
You asked for redemption,
Here I am - I died on the Cross, for your filthy sin!
Awake and Arise! and Shine on this barren land
for the Lord will again, make the hills blossom, the pastures green!
Let all who believe gather today,
the Lord has proclaimed from now on :
Love will eternally reign!!!
Check out the rest!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
CENSORSHIP!!!!read!!!
i am sad to announce that my blog is blocked from China (friends tried and access was denied, which is no surprise!), and freedom of speech as we know it, is compromised so that the communist party may continue to keep its "legitimacy" and control the "development" of its people to a high degree. Bothers and sisters, FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION is a universal human right, or so it should be...but helas! it is no more than an illusion, a mirage in the desert in China today!
optimism for change? ye, definetely, but despite all the talk about China, outsiders really know just bits from here and bits from there...all in all...they know mostly, what the Chinese want them to know..the Olympic games are over now and one of my friends assured me that i am going to see a better and cleaner beijing...but i KNOW...it's allll FACADE, it's what the Chinese call "mianzi" (face) and this is what defines them to a large degree...so, anywhos, i understand - why wouldn't my blog be banned?...i should have known better and not have put anything concerning God (christianity is like a curse for the government, or so they believe...) or anything about issues of sensitivity both politically, morally, or socially...and i haven't even started yet...what i pity!
yes, we live in a "globalized world" whatever that means, i think today the vagueness of this expression is extreme and anyone gives it a definition of their own...like the Chinese, for them globalization consists of the fact that they have become the Factory of the World and that they have "opened their doors" to the cruel and imbecile west....extreme? well, right now, i am short of neutral and tolerant words, because i am struck by the reality to which i shall return in 1 day.
Despite all this, i BELIEVE in Human Development, in action, in change. I believe that Where there is a will, there is a way, and no communist, democratic or other regime can make me think otherwise. I don't give up and if anything, i feel more challenged, more motivated and more devoted to a cause higher than me and my mere selfish interests! For me, this is worth fighting for, and it is worth living for! - "Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy" (Prov.31)
So, now i will search for a way to penetrate through the Chinese internet police, and once i find it...i will be back with more stuff about our world...us - people, all of God's creation~!
Till then, remember how very very blessed yall are, to be able to do what you like, to say what you think, to go where you want, to be who you are (and who you wish to be)~! YOU ARE BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE, EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU LACK SOMETHING, OR have NOT EVERYTHING!
So, don't waste your life grumbing and mumbling over little nothings and take a step to help those in need, live your life meaningfully!!!! and you will not regret a single day of it...
Love and Peace in Christ!
Be Blessed!!!!!!!
Check out the rest!
optimism for change? ye, definetely, but despite all the talk about China, outsiders really know just bits from here and bits from there...all in all...they know mostly, what the Chinese want them to know..the Olympic games are over now and one of my friends assured me that i am going to see a better and cleaner beijing...but i KNOW...it's allll FACADE, it's what the Chinese call "mianzi" (face) and this is what defines them to a large degree...so, anywhos, i understand - why wouldn't my blog be banned?...i should have known better and not have put anything concerning God (christianity is like a curse for the government, or so they believe...) or anything about issues of sensitivity both politically, morally, or socially...and i haven't even started yet...what i pity!
yes, we live in a "globalized world" whatever that means, i think today the vagueness of this expression is extreme and anyone gives it a definition of their own...like the Chinese, for them globalization consists of the fact that they have become the Factory of the World and that they have "opened their doors" to the cruel and imbecile west....extreme? well, right now, i am short of neutral and tolerant words, because i am struck by the reality to which i shall return in 1 day.
Despite all this, i BELIEVE in Human Development, in action, in change. I believe that Where there is a will, there is a way, and no communist, democratic or other regime can make me think otherwise. I don't give up and if anything, i feel more challenged, more motivated and more devoted to a cause higher than me and my mere selfish interests! For me, this is worth fighting for, and it is worth living for! - "Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy" (Prov.31)
So, now i will search for a way to penetrate through the Chinese internet police, and once i find it...i will be back with more stuff about our world...us - people, all of God's creation~!
Till then, remember how very very blessed yall are, to be able to do what you like, to say what you think, to go where you want, to be who you are (and who you wish to be)~! YOU ARE BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE, EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU LACK SOMETHING, OR have NOT EVERYTHING!
So, don't waste your life grumbing and mumbling over little nothings and take a step to help those in need, live your life meaningfully!!!! and you will not regret a single day of it...
!it takes little to make YOUR world a different place...it's in YOUR hands...TODAY~!
Love and Peace in Christ!
Be Blessed!!!!!!!
Check out the rest!
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